Friday, March 21, 2008

im afraid i cant take it

i feel like crying...
everything seems to be going against me...
and this is not the correct time to happen...

im starting to feel the stress...
stress from all the assignments...
i have something due everyday next week...
seriously, im very scared...
i scared i cannot tahan the stress i have to face next week...

monday, i have the stupid design "art" work to pass up...
tuesday, i have that irritating radio podcast and resilience essay due...
wednesday, i have a presentation...
thursday, i have a darn test to answer...
and friday, i can finally scream out loud and get some fresh air...

seriously,
i rather deal with starch and stick pieces of newspaper on the balloon than having to some stupid collage for design...
i rather do more public speaking presentation than having to do the podcast...
i think im going crazy...
soon...

save my life...
im not as strong as you think i am...
i think i really need the pair of wings to protect me...

on another note,
i really enjoy myself yesterday during the easter event we, marcomm student, organize...
it was fun working with the deco and design team...
and the event was a success...
all our hard work paid off...
yAy!!!

Posted by eMiLy at 01:43 | | Comments

Saturday, March 15, 2008

complain partner i need

i feel like complaining...
actually i have lots of stuff to complain about...
i dont know why but i just have alot...
but i dont know who to complain all this to...

i choose not to write my dissatisfaction on my blog this time...
but if i choose not to write it out here, where else can i express it?...

if i were to take my teddy bears as my victim, they cant answer me...
i'll be freaking out if my teddy bears can talk...

if i were to tell everything to the kawan,
i scared i'll probably put them to sleep...
or maybe make them more blur...
or maybe they will just pretend to listen...
or probably they wont even understand it...

if i were to complain it to my daddy or mummy,
i dont know what were happen...
i dont really discuss this stuff to the brother...

argh...
so the membencikan when im in this condition...

now i hope i have an elder sister...
it might help me alot...

im making big big "balloon" eggs tomorrow...
with the college friends...
for an upcoming event...

Posted by eMiLy at 01:09 | | Comments

Monday, March 10, 2008

for the moment

im back to write something here...
i finally have some time off from the hectic schedule...
yea... im kinda free for this whole week
no tests... no assignments due...
thank gawd...
but will be quite busy after this week...
till the end of march... i think...

so many things has happen and is happening lately...
its so many till i cant keep track of it...

oh... i have a new hair colour...
my hair used to be dark brown...
the colour that makes people think my house water is rusty water...
i still remember that was the first time i dye my hair...
and that was one of the remark i got...
i can still remember...

the thought of dyeing my hair wasnt in my mind...
when i visited the saloon, my main intention was just to trim my hair...
yeap... my hair is still long...
until my mum asked me if i want to dye my hair also...
my mum offer of course i want la...
i then choose what colour i want...
i have actually been wanting to try red colour...
but me dont dare to dye the whole head red...
and i think i have been seeing tooo many red heads already...
so i settle for some colour that is not so loud...
i settled for reddish brown...
and im very much happy with the end result...
my mum was happy too...
she prefer my current hair colour compared to the old one...

i have so many things in mind...
but those things are so near yet so far...
i have no choice but to wait...
wait for a day when i can finally have it...

Posted by eMiLy at 22:06 | | Comments