Monday, December 31, 2007

the full stop for 2007

the last one for year 2007.

2007 isnt really a great year for me...
i've gone through alot this year...
all the ups and downs in life i supposed...
pretty much more downs than ups for me...

however...
its time to wrap up 2007...
the year of pig...
and welcome 2008...
errr.... the year of mouse, right?... or is it rat?...

hope 2008 will be a better year...
much better than what im hoping for...
i really hope it will be so much better...
lets hope for it...

Goodbye 2007... Hello 2008!...

Posted by eMiLy at 21:07 | | Comments

Saturday, December 29, 2007

a get-together before the year end

i just came home from dinner with the relatives...
dinner to mark the coming year i supposed...
or probably to mark the end of year 2007...
im not very sure...

anyway...
dinner was at victoria station at damansara...
food was great...
the relatives were entertaining...
each with different stories...
so fun i get to hear stories...
overall i actually did enjoy myself...

and guess who i saw there...
malaysia's men singles badminton player...
wondering which one?...

...

...

this one...


lee chong wei...

no biggie deal though...
but it would be fun if someone went crazy and scream...
"OMG ITS LEE CHONG WEI!!!"
haha...
unfortunately nobody did...
imagine if it really happen...
i probably get to watch something...
hehe...

Posted by eMiLy at 23:51 | | Comments

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

its Christmas

first of all,
Merry Christmas, people!!

i can hear fireworks from my house...
loud bang of noises...
wonder where is it coming from...
i want to play also...

anyway...
hows your Christmas celebration going?
enjoy exchanging presents?

oh well...
hope you get lotsa presents and enjoy Christmas too...
and perhaps having Santa dropping by your place with presents...
haha...

once again...
Merry Christmas!!

Posted by eMiLy at 00:15 | | Comments

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

for once i hope it was a lie

today probably isnt my day...

i cried nearly the whole day...
my tears keep flowing...
afraid of the telephone...
i got scared everytime the phone rings...
i dont have any problem with the phone...
its just that all the incoming calls today aint any good news...
it was bad news...
news that i never wanted to hear...
news that involve my close relative...
news that is tooo sudden...
i was scared and sad that i kept crying on and on...
hoping that it was just lies...

but it happen to be the truth.

Posted by eMiLy at 22:55 | | Comments

Monday, December 03, 2007

it went away just like that

argh...
im so stupid...
so so so freaking stupid...
i cant believe i am so stupid...
i cant believe i can be so stupid...

aaaaaaaaaa...
i feel like crying...

shouldnt have think back...
i regret thinking about it when it is done...

i just throw 20% of my marks down the drain...
how can i not think of the meaning behind the question...
how can i be so careless...
why didnt i read the question properly...
why didnt i think back what have been thought...
WHY?????...

now i hope i didnt do badly in the other question...
and hope for some marks from the 20% question...

hope my overall marks wont be badly affected...
i love you media writing...
dont treat me do bad ok...

argh... i sound so desperate...
but the question is suppose to be easy...
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....
i dont want to think already...
the more i think of it the more i am scared...

better study and be prepared for tomorrow's paper...
hopefully i dont throw down a big amount of marks in the drain again...

i am hoping for a miracle...
at this moment of time i really hope miracle do exist...
i really hope there are miracles...

i need a miracle.

Posted by eMiLy at 21:05 | | Comments

Sunday, December 02, 2007

the final one for the year

my first year in university is ending soon... cant believe a year past so fast... and the year is ending soon too...

i will be sitting for my final exam tomorrow... two papers... one is tomorrow and another paper on the following day... cant wait till it end... im soooo not in the mood for final exam... i wonder why... no mood for studying... what im thinking now is just having fun... argh... cannot cannot... i need to study... i need to motivate myself to study... must study!!

guess i better get back to my books... my super interesting text books...

wish me luck...

Posted by eMiLy at 20:57 | | Comments