Saturday, May 03, 2008

i need a break

its over! its finally over!!!
the time i've been waiting finally came...
finally the end of the 4th semester (2nd year 1st semester)...
had so much ups and downs and its finally ending today...

i have to say the exam wasnt a smooth ride...
it is probably the hardest set of paper ive set for...
it was hard...
i think the paper was meant to kill you and the grades...

i have problem answering every paper except for one...
can say out of 4 paper (no exam for design), im only satisfied with 1 of it...
how bad could it be...
i hope the result wont turn out as bad as im thinking now...
i hope the result will be as good as it should be...
argh... i just hope the result will be acceptable and not freaking bad...

apparently, i could find out what i get for 2 of my subject...
but i dont want to...
i scared i will be disappointed...
i actually set a very high target for my results this semester...
but i dont think i would be able to achieve it...
i think its impossible now after answering the papers...
im freaking disappointed with myself la...

since im officially on holiday already...
somebody please bring me out...
call me out or whatever...
i really need to enjoy as much as i could...
i really need a break.

i dont want to ask for it again. i dont want it to happen again. when dreams turn to nightmare. i dont want it anymore. i dont want.