Friday, February 01, 2008

struggling with it

yAy!!
the term break is finally here...
10 days...

but dont think i can fully enjoy it...
with the amount of assignments lining up for me to complete it...
and the due dates is after the holiday...
how to not think about it and just enjoy the whole 10 days of holiday...
what more if one of the assignments is all about sketching...

if you're wondering what does sketching gotta do with communication...
dont ask me...
me myself is still trying to find the relation to it...
one of the subjects im taking this semester is intro to design...
at first i thought the subject will be about learning how to use adobe and whatever design methods using the computer...
but when i attended the first lecturer, the subject turn out to be something like an art class...
it is memang an art class...
cause all i have learn in that class until today is drawing lines, curves, triangle, circle and squares...
i thought the moment i'm done with form 3 i get to leave all those art blocks behind and not see it anymore...
but who knows now i have to deal with drawing blocks again...
argh... i dont like to draw... art and drawing is not my thing...
what more if i have to follow so many rules when drawing...
oh i have no choice but to take the subject since it is one of the core subjects for me...
aaaaa... any art or architecture student willing to help me with all the drawings?...
errr... i have around 30++ drawings pending and need to be submitted after the holiday...
everything have to be produced manually and no computer aided designs are allowed...
stressnya...

leave that aside...
the more i think about it, the more i feel like crying...
reminds me of when i felt so down after the business admin quiz on wednesday...
apparently, the lecturer prepared 5 different sets of question paper and i got one of the hardest set...
i was kinda struggling trying to answer the questions...
it was hard la...
im not the only one who said it...
other classmates who have the same set of questions as me also say it was hard...

ok lerr...
i've got a replacement class to attend tomorrow...
errr later...
it's already 1am plus...
better get some sleep...