Wednesday, August 27, 2008

i dont feel safe

today is one of the day i would never want it to happen again...
nor remember it...
it brings back all the bad experience ive encountered...
what the heck la...
of all days it just has to happen today...
what more it happen right infront of my eyes...
i just hope those people can vanish from this world...

two indian man on a motorcycle...
appear in front of the empty neighbor's house and decided to steal their gate...
yes the house front gate...
the previous neighbor shifted out ages ago and the new one have yet to shift in...
however, the two indian man only manage to steal one side of the gate...
meaning the other half is still here...
they actually went off with one side of the gate and came back for the other side...
but when they came back, things started to get ugly and they went off...
im sure they will return for the other half one day...

the whole scene was so scary...
i was shivering the whole time...
really really scared...
my daddy was at home with me...
but it didnt really help though...
what my daddy did during the whole scene didnt help...
im still scared till now...

apparently a few houses away from my house got its gate stolen too...
not today but a few weeks back...
i guess people are targeting house gates now...

at this moment...
i dont want to be mean...
but if those two fella come back...
i just hope they take the gate and get lost...
and not come back anymore...
like forever...

i hate having this unsafe feeling back in me...
it makes me worried all the time...
and i hate hate hate motorcycles...
every bad experience i have has motorcycles in it...

i hope all this crimes never exist...
i hope all those people have something better to do than this...
i hope i will feel safe again one day...
and i hope i will be brave enough to face the outside world again...

Posted by eMiLy at 23:39 | | Comments

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

i will survive

the date today is 20 august 2008...
whats so special about this date?...
it has 2008 twice...
20082008...
coincidence huh...
well last year we have 20072007 too...
its as if the year has a one-day twin member...

oh did i say that my subjects this semester sound so scary...
i think it is...
and i almost lost my way in wisma help yesterday...
all my classes will be in that building...
i dont know where the classrooms are...
better get myself familiar with that place fast...
i dont want to get lost in such a big building...

Posted by eMiLy at 22:08 | | Comments

Monday, August 18, 2008

i shall have fun

18th august 2008.
the start of a new semester.

ive registered for four subjects.
four shall be my limit this time i guess.
unless i decide to change my mind.
not gonna think about anything else except to enjoy myself.

for this semester, i hope kannan wont be giving us a hard time.
and also the new programme director.

Posted by eMiLy at 22:11 | | Comments

Friday, August 15, 2008

i dont know

i dont know whether to laugh or to cry.
i dont know whats currently happening.
i dont know why is everything really going against me.
i dont know why all this is happening to me and during this time.

can someone tell me why.

my worries are really starting to be a burden.
and im really scared that all of it is really going to happen.

it was better at the start, but why now its starting to go the other way round instead?

Posted by eMiLy at 22:39 | | Comments

Friday, August 08, 2008

i dont want to miss out

it's 080808
happy 080808

i dont want to miss out blogging on this date.
i also want to join in the fun.
it has so many eight...

beijing olympics open today...
and the opening ceremony is so beautiful...

Posted by eMiLy at 23:18 | | Comments