my 19th
it's my birthday.
but im feeling very down when im suppose to be enjoying my day.
people send messages... call me wishing me...
asking me how did i celebrate my birthday...
guess wat i answered...
"by sitting in front of the computer trying to concentrate on the assignment"
pathetic rite?...
very!!!...
i dont even dare to go out... yes... i dont dare!...
i scared if i go out then everything cannot be finished...
i get scared over something very easily...
and worst...
i dont really know how to do my part for the group assignment...
it's not easy though...
i ask here ask there...
all say "dont know"...
gone case lah...
i really feel like crying...
as far as i can remember i never felt so lost like this before...
but now...
i think i should have went out...
but im feeling very down when im suppose to be enjoying my day.
people send messages... call me wishing me...
asking me how did i celebrate my birthday...
guess wat i answered...
"by sitting in front of the computer trying to concentrate on the assignment"
pathetic rite?...
very!!!...
i dont even dare to go out... yes... i dont dare!...
i scared if i go out then everything cannot be finished...
i get scared over something very easily...
and worst...
i dont really know how to do my part for the group assignment...
it's not easy though...
i ask here ask there...
all say "dont know"...
gone case lah...
i really feel like crying...
as far as i can remember i never felt so lost like this before...
but now...
i think i should have went out...
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